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Monday, January 30, 2006

 

i'm so friggin' jealous

i want to be induced on feb. 17th!!! olivia is the luckiest girl in the world. those words would be music to my ears. "induction"...please, let me hear them too.
over the weekend we completed project noel...all but him being here. our living room has baby things in it...the room is done...the carseats just need to be put in cars, but other than that we're ready. every time there is a big jolt in the night from him, i wonder if my water has broken. i really, really, really want some sign of labor! i'm so uncomfortable and getting more irritable by the day. i have tried willing myself to snap out of it, but it's not working. the only answer will be noel getting here! we really can't wait. what an exciting (and a bit nerve wracking) time! :)

Comments:
define "quite yet"...haha. i just feel like my mood deteriorates more & more every day, but i am TRYING to keep an upbeat attitude and remain positive, because really, 4-5 weeks is NOT a long time. i know this in my head, it's just getting my mood to agree! :)

i am sure ethan will understand more once the baby is here. hopefully he will be preoccupied with that and not worry so much about being at grandma's or music class. plus, he'll only be at your mom's while you guys are in the hospital, right? could he go there for an overnight visit before the baby to get used to it? will he be home with you during maternity leave? i bet that will help too. i don't understand your worries, but it would worry me too if this was baby #2...many concerns, i am sure.
 
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